他的小白拿到了。。^^

01 October 2010..

满容易记的一个日期。。

它是一个新的开始。。

也是一个辛苦的开始。。

但有得必有失。。

比比，我们一起努力吧。。^^

Stupid..I seems like a fool..

23 August 2010..the result released and which can be checked via online..

Early morning on that, Chia Ping sms and told me on that..but I just dun wan to check on that day itself..

I scared I fail again so I try to give myself so many reasons to avoid from check my result via online..

So, from the day onward, I keep telling myself "I will check once the result slip send over to my house"..

After a day..I feel like I already forgot about it..

But the day after of the day..I started to look into my mail box everyday after work..but still there are no letter for me..

Until 30 August 2010, I start to worry my slip might lost, so I sms Janette to confirm whether she received or not as she stay nearest to my house..

Then, I get to know that most of the frens have received their slips..

So after that I start to look into the drain that just in front of my mail box..I scare it might drop into the drain and I realize that there is a letter inside and it has been ruined until don't know what letter is it..

I try to ask my brother to pick up for me but the drain could not be accessed..so I can only ask my sis to see what letter is it..after she saw it and she said she saw 2 alphabet only.. CY or YC or CT or TC or CI or IC..huh??? IC means MA"IC"SA.."oh no, this is the letter that I waiting for and that means I failed dy lor"..T.T (my thought on that time)

Until today 01 September 2010, I still not receive my result slip and I really tot that the slip is in the drain that I, my sis and my bro saw..That night, I keep browse maicsa website, after a while then close..after a while browse the maicsa website again..repeat until dunno how many times..countless..

After that, my bb come to my house from dinner with his boss and colleuges..then I told him the story in the evening about the result in the drain..Thereafter, he said why keep on guessing?Just check online then you will know whether the result is in the drain or on the way coming from Maicsa lor..

Then he force me to log in..I pretend to key in my ID No and IC No and never click on the log in button.. :p he dunno cuz is playing psp..

But finally he realise it and click for me..then I hide myself in his shoulder and never look into the screen of the pc..

Then he said, what is C-? means pass or fail? Then I said failed liao lor as I remember C- in TAR college is failed.. (blur blur that time)

Then I start to cry dy..Then he keep ask me to see myself again to confirm whether failed or passed..But I never bother him..I still hide myself in the same position..

After a while, he took my hp and take photo for my result and ask me to look properly..

Then I realise that there is a word "PASS"....

My god..I PASS!!! I quickily print it out and scare that it might not my result so I log out and log in again..try a few times..finally I get to confirm tat I really PASS my last paper..MY KILLER PAPER - CFM..

Thereafter I only get to know that my bb make a joke on me..When the grade of MAICSA become alphabet?where got C- ler? haiz..he is bad..I am so nervous and sad there, he still wanna make joke on me..

Finally, I really feel release..I would to thanks to all my family and friends..

THANKS FOR ALL THE SUPPORT & ADVICE!!!

THANKS TO MR THO TOO..HE REALLY A GOOD LECTURER FOR ME..(wanna email to him..anyone has his email address?)

p/s : remember go attend his intensive class..quite useful for me..^^

人生如戏，戏如人生。。

刚刚看完谈情说案第20集。。

有一部分是犀利妹病了，听了Kingsley的慰问就哭了。。

我真的感同身受，一个人病了会比一般的人脆弱。。听了自己所爱的人的声音却看不起到对方还蛮难过的。。

我在英国时就快被这种感觉给淹没或活埋。。哭就是唯一能做的。。我真的很爱哭。。 :p

最惨的是在戏里相爱的两人被逼分开。。比比。。幸好我们不是。。哈哈。。

杨怡的演技越来越好了。。越看她越美。。

林峰也越来越帅了。。哦。。又开始十月介菜了。。:p

Lifestyles of Health and Sustainability = LOHAS

Recently reading on this book..

I never think of want to be a young millionaire..

So young millionaire is not my cup of tea but his experiences attracted me..

As I like to read or listen to others' stories..Therefore, this is the main and the only reason that I bought this book [ ops..not paid by me :p ] keke..thanks hubby..mucks..

For me, others' stories and experiences are meaningful to me although I might not get involved in that situation..

Sometimes people will think the Authors share their experiences in order to make money..

But I would think that, when someone willing to share their experiences better than those who never share!!

Bear in mind..If the late of Uncle Lim never share his story, how far would u know about Genting Highlands?I bought this book since last two years while I am still studying..Learn a lot from him..

May be this is why I could always ignore how people looking at me..

Somemore, I am glad that I have an optimistic bb who always besides me and support me.. ^^

Any other books that you all could recommend to me which having the same catagories with the abovementioned books?

人生无常。。

放工回到家，累倒在沙发上。。整个人已经不想动了。。

虽然累但却不会让我厌倦这份工作。。万分感激在工作上得到的经验与信任。。

妈妈回到家就告诉我们一件坏消息。。

以前住在我们隔壁的小孩得了血癌。。

晴天霹雳。。

我整个人都醒了。。累的感觉被其他感觉给淹没了。。

那小孩才跟我弟弟同年。。心里有难言的感受。。

我想他的父母应该更难过。。希望他们的小孩赶快好起来。。

唉。。我的周围还有些小孩身在福中不知福。。

到底现在的小孩怎么了？

太幸福了吗？

有时候会在想，原始的年代会不会好一点？至少比现代人会惜福吧？

BUSY BUsy buSY ~ ~

June - The peak period just started..

Then I realised and understand deeply the meaning of the cantonese phrase called "O C DOU EM DE HAN"..

The seniors keep on called : Moon ah..

After few minutes called : Moon ah..

After few seconds called : Moon ah..

Until the driver of our big boss also said : Wah, Moon sangat "laku" hari ini la..semua orang pun panggil dia..

Since June started..I also started to work at 8am until 6pm (average) and even lunch also half an hour only..Sometime cannot breath..Headache also as facing pc for a long time..eye also feel the tiredness of looking on screen for a long time..hand also feel the pain when keep on using the keyboard..start to worry my health dy.. :S any solutions?HELP!!

But luckily my senior managers and new AD very nice to me as they never force me to do OT until late..

That's why I am willing to start work earlier at 8am and back at 6pm as I dun wan to burden my senior managers and my new AD..

I am so appreciate that I could work with them..especially my senior managers..

It's really touching when they said like this to me : Moon never mind la, the job can be done on next day or next monday..dun need so rushing..

Although they said like that..But I still feel that these are my responsibility in finishing all my works on time without burden anyone..So..I will do my best..^^ and luckily I am enjoying in finishing these as I could prove to myself that I am able to do and complete all these works..

I will never compare myself with others but myself cuz I am the only one who can test for my own ability and the bottom line of myself..

Haha..mayb this is a silly thought for u.."nothing is impossible, just depends on u whether u willing to do or not"..but for me, I believe on this phrase..mayb the end result would not the same for everyone..but still I could get to know my own ability..and then keep on improve on it..keke..that's why some ppl said : the biggest enemy of us is OURSELVES..agree?

Next Tues have to attend AGM with my senior manager and AD for another public listed co again..hope to learn somethings new again lor..^^

上大号的原因。。^^

第一句话，很累啊！！

我会做的和不会做的，也全部做完了，前两次也是一样的情形。。

希望这次跟前两次有不一样的结果。。

希望我的"东风"在吹着。。吹到成绩出炉。。^^

今天我才发觉我有考试前过度紧张的病态。。

现在想起来，每次考试前我都会要上大号。。今天上了四次。。=.=" 昨天上了三次。。

以前上的次数已经不记得了。。

到底什么时候开始呢？应该是Advance Diploma。。

Hmm。。让我最压力的时候就是从那时候开始。。

难怪在UK的时候，我会上厕所上不停，那时还以为吃错东西。。而且还早上哭到晚上。。我是个不能离开家的小孩！！

明天要回工作岗位了。。

无论结果如何都是要面对的。。现在暂时只好把心思放在工作上。。工作上还有很多让我学。。

所谓：活到老，学到老。。

如果结果还是一样，那就。。。（死掉算了？）

当然是再接再厉啦！！

我相信这句话：天下无难事，只怕有心人。。（中四的时候就是因为妈妈的这句话才跑去读理科，成绩还算好，没有红字。。^^）

在拉曼学院升学到现在，从没resit paper的纪录，就被这张finance给绊倒了。。这是不是上天要给我的考验呢？Visiber 说 9 性格数字的人会成功的。。但还没成功之前就不可以太贪心。。

老天爷，我只要pass而已，这应该不贪心吧？

怎样才能pass呢？等成绩出炉才再想办法吧！

但每次考试都会看到新的名词。。

有些是同义不同词，真的是有种被“咋”到的感觉。。

读了这么多，还是有很多很多是我没读过没看过的。。

学海无涯就是这个意思吧。。读书最重要就是明白，就算我没有娱乐，我不明白还是不能让我pass吧？这次考试前跟筱倩去了时代广场，跟男友出去，跟家人去购物。。现在想起来，就算我没有去那里，一直在读书，今天的考试还是一样的结果。。因为就算背到滚瓜烂熟，我还是不知道那问题要什么答案。。也还是不知道那新词是什么意思。。:S

没关系，我会跟自己说，我又学到新的知识咯！！哈哈。。加油！！

最近想看谈情说案。。马国明越来越帅咯！！Kenneth Ma^^