Wednesday 1 September 2010

Stupid..I seems like a fool..

23 August 2010..the result released and which can be checked via online..

Early morning on that, Chia Ping sms and told me on that..but I just dun wan to check on that day itself..

I scared I fail again so I try to give myself so many reasons to avoid from check my result via online..

So, from the day onward, I keep telling myself "I will check once the result slip send over to my house"..

After a day..I feel like I already forgot about it..

But the day after of the day..I started to look into my mail box everyday after work..but still there are no letter for me..

Until 30 August 2010, I start to worry my slip might lost, so I sms Janette to confirm whether she received or not as she stay nearest to my house..

Then, I get to know that most of the frens have received their slips..

So after that I start to look into the drain that just in front of my mail box..I scare it might drop into the drain and I realize that there is a letter inside and it has been ruined until don't know what letter is it..

I try to ask my brother to pick up for me but the drain could not be accessed..so I can only ask my sis to see what letter is it..after she saw it and she said she saw 2 alphabet only.. CY or YC or CT or TC or CI or IC..huh??? IC means MA"IC"SA.."oh no, this is the letter that I waiting for and that means I failed dy lor"..T.T (my thought on that time)

Until today 01 September 2010, I still not receive my result slip and I really tot that the slip is in the drain that I, my sis and my bro saw..That night, I keep browse maicsa website, after a while then close..after a while browse the maicsa website again..repeat until dunno how many times..countless..

After that, my bb come to my house from dinner with his boss and colleuges..then I told him the story in the evening about the result in the drain..Thereafter, he said why keep on guessing?Just check online then you will know whether the result is in the drain or on the way coming from Maicsa lor..

Then he force me to log in..I pretend to key in my ID No and IC No and never click on the log in button.. :p he dunno cuz is playing psp..

But finally he realise it and click for me..then I hide myself in his shoulder and never look into the screen of the pc..

Then he said, what is C-? means pass or fail? Then I said failed liao lor as I remember C- in TAR college is failed.. (blur blur that time)

Then I start to cry dy..Then he keep ask me to see myself again to confirm whether failed or passed..But I never bother him..I still hide myself in the same position..

After a while, he took my hp and take photo for my result and ask me to look properly..

Then I realise that there is a word "PASS"....

My god..I PASS!!! I quickily print it out and scare that it might not my result so I log out and log in again..try a few times..finally I get to confirm tat I really PASS my last paper..MY KILLER PAPER - CFM..

Thereafter I only get to know that my bb make a joke on me..When the grade of MAICSA become alphabet?where got C- ler? haiz..he is bad..I am so nervous and sad there, he still wanna make joke on me..

Finally, I really feel release..I would to thanks to all my family and friends..

THANKS FOR ALL THE SUPPORT & ADVICE!!!

THANKS TO MR THO TOO..HE REALLY A GOOD LECTURER FOR ME..(wanna email to him..anyone has his email address?)

p/s : remember go attend his intensive class..quite useful for me..^^