人生无常。。

放工回到家，累倒在沙发上。。整个人已经不想动了。。

虽然累但却不会让我厌倦这份工作。。万分感激在工作上得到的经验与信任。。

妈妈回到家就告诉我们一件坏消息。。

以前住在我们隔壁的小孩得了血癌。。

晴天霹雳。。

我整个人都醒了。。累的感觉被其他感觉给淹没了。。

那小孩才跟我弟弟同年。。心里有难言的感受。。

我想他的父母应该更难过。。希望他们的小孩赶快好起来。。

唉。。我的周围还有些小孩身在福中不知福。。

到底现在的小孩怎么了？

太幸福了吗？

有时候会在想，原始的年代会不会好一点？至少比现代人会惜福吧？

BUSY BUsy buSY ~ ~

June - The peak period just started..

Then I realised and understand deeply the meaning of the cantonese phrase called "O C DOU EM DE HAN"..

The seniors keep on called : Moon ah..

After few minutes called : Moon ah..

After few seconds called : Moon ah..

Until the driver of our big boss also said : Wah, Moon sangat "laku" hari ini la..semua orang pun panggil dia..

Since June started..I also started to work at 8am until 6pm (average) and even lunch also half an hour only..Sometime cannot breath..Headache also as facing pc for a long time..eye also feel the tiredness of looking on screen for a long time..hand also feel the pain when keep on using the keyboard..start to worry my health dy.. :S any solutions?HELP!!

But luckily my senior managers and new AD very nice to me as they never force me to do OT until late..

That's why I am willing to start work earlier at 8am and back at 6pm as I dun wan to burden my senior managers and my new AD..

I am so appreciate that I could work with them..especially my senior managers..

It's really touching when they said like this to me : Moon never mind la, the job can be done on next day or next monday..dun need so rushing..

Although they said like that..But I still feel that these are my responsibility in finishing all my works on time without burden anyone..So..I will do my best..^^ and luckily I am enjoying in finishing these as I could prove to myself that I am able to do and complete all these works..

I will never compare myself with others but myself cuz I am the only one who can test for my own ability and the bottom line of myself..

Haha..mayb this is a silly thought for u.."nothing is impossible, just depends on u whether u willing to do or not"..but for me, I believe on this phrase..mayb the end result would not the same for everyone..but still I could get to know my own ability..and then keep on improve on it..keke..that's why some ppl said : the biggest enemy of us is OURSELVES..agree?

Next Tues have to attend AGM with my senior manager and AD for another public listed co again..hope to learn somethings new again lor..^^

上大号的原因。。^^

第一句话，很累啊！！

我会做的和不会做的，也全部做完了，前两次也是一样的情形。。

希望这次跟前两次有不一样的结果。。

希望我的"东风"在吹着。。吹到成绩出炉。。^^

今天我才发觉我有考试前过度紧张的病态。。

现在想起来，每次考试前我都会要上大号。。今天上了四次。。=.=" 昨天上了三次。。

以前上的次数已经不记得了。。

到底什么时候开始呢？应该是Advance Diploma。。

Hmm。。让我最压力的时候就是从那时候开始。。

难怪在UK的时候，我会上厕所上不停，那时还以为吃错东西。。而且还早上哭到晚上。。我是个不能离开家的小孩！！

明天要回工作岗位了。。

无论结果如何都是要面对的。。现在暂时只好把心思放在工作上。。工作上还有很多让我学。。

所谓：活到老，学到老。。

如果结果还是一样，那就。。。（死掉算了？）

当然是再接再厉啦！！

我相信这句话：天下无难事，只怕有心人。。（中四的时候就是因为妈妈的这句话才跑去读理科，成绩还算好，没有红字。。^^）

在拉曼学院升学到现在，从没resit paper的纪录，就被这张finance给绊倒了。。这是不是上天要给我的考验呢？Visiber 说 9 性格数字的人会成功的。。但还没成功之前就不可以太贪心。。

老天爷，我只要pass而已，这应该不贪心吧？

怎样才能pass呢？等成绩出炉才再想办法吧！

但每次考试都会看到新的名词。。

有些是同义不同词，真的是有种被“咋”到的感觉。。

读了这么多，还是有很多很多是我没读过没看过的。。

学海无涯就是这个意思吧。。读书最重要就是明白，就算我没有娱乐，我不明白还是不能让我pass吧？这次考试前跟筱倩去了时代广场，跟男友出去，跟家人去购物。。现在想起来，就算我没有去那里，一直在读书，今天的考试还是一样的结果。。因为就算背到滚瓜烂熟，我还是不知道那问题要什么答案。。也还是不知道那新词是什么意思。。:S

没关系，我会跟自己说，我又学到新的知识咯！！哈哈。。加油！！

最近想看谈情说案。。马国明越来越帅咯！！Kenneth Ma^^

The Law of Attraction

黑炭与白衫。。

I will always remember this video..

meaningful..

gambateh..moon..

No mood even I confirmed that I could attend the PLC's meeting now...

It's not because of I have to cancell my study leave for the said meeting but just because of the case happened yesterday...

Dunno how to describe the feel but just moody for yesterday and today...

I need to get some1 to speak to but seems like there is no one as all of us also busy at the moment...

What can I do?

The best way is keep it to myself lo...

No Pain No Gain..

The CFM exam is coming..

The notes and practice questions are all in front of me now..

But my mind was still in my working stuff.. =.=''' It might due to I am very interested in my working stuff..haiz..

I am quite happy in tis week as my new AD told me that she is going to give me a portfolio when the new companies is coming in..hope that all these prospective clients are nice to me.. :p Maybe it might bring some stress to me but this is the way that I could gain my experiences.. That's why there is a proverb : No pain No gain ..

Besides, one of seniors also tot of bring me along to attend one of the PLC's meetings..She said she would like to teach me on this matters..Hope that everythings go smooth to me..

I appreciate that my seniors and new AD are so nice to me as they are willing to teach me and told stories to me..It was nice to listen stories from them..

As such, I wish I could finish my very last paper and then concentrate on my working stuff..

GAMBATEH MOON!!!

WISH ALL THE CANDIDATES PASS IN THE COMING MAICSA EXAM..GOD BLESS..

Moody...

It's been a long period that I never update my blog..

Why? Due to the workload and the exam of MAICSA..I am the one who could not cope the tiredness from working and studying at night.. T.T

I am so suffering when I have to work while studying for the MAICSA paper..

What's wrong with me? What's wrong with the paper?

I think I have to stop working and take the CFM course to pass my exam..

It seems like no ending for this paper.. >.<

Maybe someone could working while studying but frankly speaking I am unable to concentrate..

God bless for my coming exam..